Disappointment
A Temporary Detour?
I personally believe in the saying, "Disappointment is a temporary detour on the road to success," but this time, it feels like more than just a detour. Over the past two years, I've felt like everything has fallen apart. My studies, my life, my love, my passion — everything seemed to collapse, do well in entrance exams, and ace my board exams. Now, it feels like I'm back at square one.
My Life Before Class 11
Before class 11, I was considered a good student. People often told me that, though I believed I was more average than exceptional. However, I did have something special: I loved to code. Coding was my unique skill, a cherry on top of my otherwise ordinary achievements. Most people my age didn't even know the basics of coding, but I found joy in it. My academic results were decent, and with encouragement from my parents, I decided to take up science for classes 11 and 12. Little did I know that this decision would lead me into a struggle I wasn't prepared for. Without any prior knowledge or experience, I entered a highly competitive environment with thousands of other students. I wasn't competitive by nature, especially not in academics, and that turned out to be a major problem.
Class 11 And 12 ( A Sort Of Hell )
Class 11 and 12 were incredibly tough. The amount of new stuff to learn was overwhelming, and I often felt like I was drowning in it all. Every day was a battle, with new concepts, endless homework, and constant pressure to perform. I started to lose hope. Failures became a regular part of my life, and it felt like I was always falling short of expectations—both my own and others'. The competitive environment was harsh, and it seemed like no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't keep up.
The stress took a toll on me. My passion for coding started to fade as I struggled to balance it with my studies. My personal life suffered too, and I felt isolated and defeated. The dream of getting into a good college and doing well in entrance exams seemed more distant with each passing day.
The Results ( A Harsh Reality )
The results of my entrance exams weren't good. Despite all the effort, I didn't score high enough to get into my dream college. My board exam results were okayish — not great, but not terrible either. But the real blow was seeing my friends move on to college while I was still stuck in the same place. It felt like I was being left behind, and that was incredibly hard to accept. However, I refuse to lose hope. I'm determined to keep pushing forward and get into a college soon.
Moving Forward
Now, as I reflect on these past two years, I realize that they were a significant learning experience. While I may not have achieved what I set out to, I've grown and learned more about myself. I'm starting to see that this disappointment is indeed a temporary detour, not the end of the road. I'm determined to pick myself up and keep going, embracing my passion for coding and finding a new path to success.
To all those who are feeling hopeless and lost, remember that setbacks are not the end. They are just part of the journey. Keep pushing forward, stay true to your passions, and never give up on your dreams. We all have our own timelines, and it's okay to take the time you need to get where you want to be.
Updates and Activities
That's a lot of life's update I gave, but this blog is not just for it. Leaving it behind, here's what I did this week.
In my Pomodoro website with a few new features, not features mostly fixed some bugs and updated with new live backgrounds. These updates are aimed at making the tool more user-friendly and efficient. I'm excited to see how these changes will help others manage their time better.
In addition, I participated in a hackathon ( Codedex Hackathon ) with my friends. The event is set to be held in July, and we're preparing as a team to tackle the challenges. It's a great opportunity to learn, collaborate, and innovate, and I'm looking forward to the experience.
Interesting Fact of the Week
Did you know that the first computer virus, known as the Creeper virus ( reminds me of minecraft's creeper ) , was created as an experiment in 1971? It was a self-replicating program that displayed the message, "I'm the creeper: catch me if you can." Unlike minecraft's creeper it didn't cause any harm, it paved the way for the study of computer viruses and cybersecurity.
Thank you for joining me on this journey. Let's keep learning, growing, and moving forward together!
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